music

just a few recommendations of bands with amazing music you probably have never heard of:

the black keys

we were promised jetpacks

magot and the nuclear so and so's

tom brosseau

tv on the radio

texts from last night

so, because i have no life, i was reading texts from last night... and i came across a very interesting text. I mean, most of these texts are like super relatable to any college student.. but sometimes you just come across a text that TOTALLY relates to you

now before you read this imfamous text, i must tell you that my first year in college, i lived in this ghetto ass apartment complex, where everything would break, flood, etc

so the door handle on out apartment would seriously always break off, and when you would slam the door shut, it would go flying into the living room, and you would never be able to find it haha

so this made me laugh pretty hard

(515):

On your way out, lock the front door. And by lock the front door, I mean find the door handle, reattach it, and then lock it.

daveo mathias

if you dont know who he is, read his blog, watch his videos

he is hillarious

http://daveomathias.com/

i am

A CALIFORNIA STATE UNIVERSITY DROP OUT

split an eighth of shrooms just so i could see the universe

SO. one of the things i want to do before i die is shrooms. I finally got ahold of a dealer, and will proceed to eat some on monday. Now, ive always been rather excited about this, yet now that it is real, im unbelievably excited.

While discussing my passion for shrooms with a friend of mine, he explained that on his trip, everything in life that doesn't make sence, e.g. the meaning of life, aliens, and other controversial issues, all make sense.

He then proceeded to say that if our brain can be altered by just a scalpel and that can change our entire personality (lobotomies), then who are we really?

but i digress. the point is, i cant wait to do shrooms on monday

i want to meet the person who wrote this

(586):

There was an extended period of my adolescent life where my friends and I would get high, drive around in my minivan listening exclusively to the wu tang clan, and intentionally crash into snowbanks

college

And now that my first year of college is amost over, i am sure of one thing. I want my senior year of high school back more than anything else i could ever ask for. I miss my friends, i miss how easy life was, how all i had to do was work a few hours a week at a smoothie place and could buy anything i wanted. I was happy. I stayed out all night, broke into houses, politley littered, had bonfires at the beach, chugged beers and cactus cooler, drove to venice every other day, longboarded to claremont, sold weed to transvesties, did doughnuts in the park, had concussions from laying in the back seat of trucks, snorted crack with police officers, drove around like an idiot, never went to school, and yet i wanted to desperatley to get out of upland. why? I'm not sure. Maybe it was the endless fantasizing of what college would be, and how much of a great experience it would be. The wild toga parties, and jello shots and doing whatever the hell i wanted to do whenever i wanted.. hell yeah. But the only thing that college was, was hard. I worked all the time, had horrible 5 am shifts, could never go out, spent all my time studying, and then the homesickness kicked in and made it everything 5 million times worse. i would spend all my money on groceries, utilities,gas, and stupid expenses like dish soap and toilet paper. And those horrible days that just feel like crap, and you go home exhausted and our mom has a delicious home cooked meal and a smile on her face, no longer existed. there were times in college i never felt lonlier, and it was then that i longed for upland the most.
but its not upland, i longed for. What i longed for was those simple moments where you just sit there, and say "damn,this is what life is about." you dont have to be at disneyland, or totally wasted at a party. It can be as simple as driving down mt. baldy, watching the stars through the sunroof, or it can be racing your best friends to del taco at midnight. These are the times i longed for the most during college.

And now that I'm old, or older.. whatever.. ive realized that yeah, those moments were great, and yeah my life was beyond amazing, but its time to grow up. My innocence is long gone, and I'm no longer a kid. And honestly that sucks ballls. But its time to be an adult, and life does go on. It may not be as fun, but all you can do is work hard and truly appreciate and cherish those beautiful moments in life.